what is left

It scares me that I've about 50 days of school left OH MY GOODNESS.

I thought 6 + 4 + 2 + 4 years wouldn't finish so quickly but I'm wrong T.T
and to feel sad means that... I actually enjoyed school #nerd
HAHAHHA.

I don't know what to feel about 'growing up' and having to feed myself.
That sounds pretty scary OMG.
and I don't even know if I would get a job.

And what kind of job would I land myself into?
Will I like it? Will I earn enough to give my parents pocket money?

All these questions and nobody knows the answers.

"Hi future self,

I hope everything is okay by then.

Cheers,
current self."

SO SCARY.